hmm... It was about me going to visit my best friend. It was.... Odd.
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Monday, March 29, 2010
So there's this girl.. And she likes you. Do you like anyone who's a girl?
Maybe.... I haven't been thinking much about girls lately. There is one I find absolutely amazing. I have a feeling who it is too. ;P
Pain is:
Life. Horrid. Heart breaker.Sadness. Broken. Happens everyday.
No one want's it. Every body feeds off it. People invoke it to other people.
Pain is an emotion expressed by the heart in mind when something doesn't feel right. Like when you get tears.
Everybody has pain.
Pain in the heart.
Pain in the arm.
Pain in the head.
ect..
Pain reflects the human nature. Pain is.
Love is:
Pain. Joyful. Peaceful. A Tornado to the heart. Fake. Real. Unimaginative. Life. Truth. Lies. Hate. Unreal. Stupid. A Fairytale. Sadness.
Love is the feeling we wish we had when we don't and we wish we hadn't when we did and don't see it much we we have it.
It's a made up word about strong feelings for someone.
Friday, March 26, 2010
Wanna hang out today?!?!
I dunno, maybe. I have plans with Nicola later. Plus I am doing things with my mom right now.
I urban dictionary'd that word for you. Apparently bukkake is when guys repeatedly ejaculate on a girl. So they just asked if you'd let twenty guys jizz on you for $200.
LOL Alrighty Lauren. Uhm. No. But I am also very unique?
Would you ever participate in a 20 man bukkake if you were paid 200 bucks?
A What with a what and a what for how many jelly beans?
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Ohhh pfft. You wanted him too. How did I look at him?
I DID. He was yummy. But you look at him like you do every guy you stalk. Like they are delicious candy waiting for you to eat them.
Lol but still. I texted him all that night. Remember?
Yes. And he ignored me. It's because he knew I wouldn't deal with that shit. It was also the way you looked at him.
No we weren't. He wanted us to come back and you know it. The day we talked about sushi he was like HELL YEAHHHHH. Haha.
Cause he wanted us to pay. DUH.
Yeah but remember how he was when we met him? He was all sweet and he would smile when he saw us.. AND HE KEPT MY NUMBER. It would have been one very long laid out plan of using on his part.
Yeah. It was prolly cause we were stalking him.
You know this boy is DAYUUUMM fine. Why do that to me? Why would he do that?
Because this boy KNOWS he is DAYUUMM fine. He thinks that sense he is desirable he can do what he wants with women. One day it'll come back and beat him in his testicles.
Why the fuck are boys so mean?
I wish I knew the answer to that hun. I also wish I could help you and protect you from the especially mean hot boys. :(
What type of music do you prefer?
I don't really prefer any music. My playlist has every single genre on it. Cause I listen to EVERYTHING. But I guess if I had to chose it'd be something I can dance to.
Why did you want me to do this?
I told you why. Because I was bored and wanted something to do. Also I wanted to see what you'd ask me. Now I shall make you do it again but with an actual question for you to ask me about myself. :P
Sunday, March 21, 2010
If you had the opportunity to kiss any celebrity, who would you pick ...?
Robert Downey Jr. He rocks my socks.
Do you believe in only good and evil actions/individuals, or do you figure there is a grey area?
Grey areas. There are some people I find horrid. But they have good actions too. Maybe not towards me or towards people that I care for. I doubt anyone is ALL evil like in TV and shit... well completely. Everyone has that one thing that get's their heart.
If you had the ability, correct circumstances and resources to cosplay ANY person you desire, who would you dress as? =)
OH GOD! SERIOUSLY? YOU HAD TO ASK ME THAT? If I did i'd ether be Sailor Moon or Sonsaku Hakufu from Ikki Tousen. From the First season not the second one. Cause school girl outfits are HOT. But I'd really like to just have a Magatama.
What is the most unrealistic thing you fear?
I don't necessarily fear them just get so creeped out i want to throw up every time i think or see them.
It's Lotus seeds photo shopped into people. SO DISGUSTING.
Who is better, Tails or Gir?
crap... That's a tough one. But I think it more leans towards Gir cause he's random as FUCK. lol and likes cupcakes as much as I do.
Friday, March 19, 2010
The movie Precious.
WARNING: This may include spoilers and may offended you in certain ways. Your opinion is your own and so is mine. You don't want me to judge your opinion so don't judge mine, thank you.
I first saw the previews and thought it'd horrible.
Then My best friend Amanda goes and tells me about the story.
Says she get's raped by her dad. Has a kid.
Her mum is selfish and feeds her till she's fat so she wont get raped anymore.
She get's raped again. Blames it on the dad and her. She's a selfish whore.
Her child has down syndrome.
During the movie.
There are rape scenes. And her mother abusing her. Both very horrible.
During her school this girl calls her fat and she beats her ass :P
Then Nicola's mum goes...
"The is one fat father fucker" -Nicola's mum
"She got raped by her dad." -me
Nik's mum has a blank look on her face
"she was raped twice, that's why she's fat" -me continued...
It's very sad and way more serious then I thought it would be. I seriously thought that I would sit here and laugh. But that's Nicola's mum doing.
Precious's mum is horrible. She keeps telling her she cant learn and she is worthless and cant do anything. She makes her eat shit that is horrible.
"my mother is like a whale on a couch, she makes me eat all the time calling me a fat whore"
"she watches TV, eats, Watches tv and eats again. Can we talk about something else now"
both quotes from her being forced to go to welfare.
They fake the child living there for welfare. So the mother can get all the food and things she wants for nothing. Precious is pregnant again. Her grandmother doesn't even like the mother.
As CJ Quotes "This is such a fucked up movie"
I don't disagree at all... not at all..
CJ and I then almost cried because when she came home her mum said exactly what we predicted "Where you been?" and then she goes and fights with her and almost kills the baby with a TV.
This movie is very predictable but that doesn't mean it isn't as heart filled. It makes me want to tell my mum that I love her. Which I do. I really do. My mother has never been like that and would never be like that.
but it made me laugh when the mother goes. "You gunna come home?" After she is told she could have aids from her father. :(
Now think about this.
You're 16
You were raped once by your father and had a kid.
Your mother then decided to make you fat because she didn't want to have your father have sex with you anymore cause she thinks YOU'RE being selfish.
You then get raped again. (16)
Your mother abuses you and makes you think you are worthless.
You then go to an alternative school
and actually do something good.
You have the baby
People help you.
Mother tries to kill you and your baby.
Live with your teacher for a little
Find out your dad had AIDS
and then you get HIV
Your baby is fine though.
CJ and I are pretty much crying now.. Nicola finds it awkward that precious thinks no one loves her. Then her lesbian teacher says she loves her (NOT THAT WAY) but yeah.
I have just finished the movie. And trying not to cry and convince CJ it wasn't a real story when in fact it could be a real story. But I didn't want her to think about it so she wouldn't have to cry so much.
This movie is not ridiculous. I have heard shit like this happening to people. It's horrible. I ow disagree with Amanda about this movie. If you want something sad. Watch this. It's crazy.
Why do you have so many issues?
I HAVE NO IDEA! Lol... Maybe it's cause I feel like I have problems cause I am trying to fix things with my life.
WHO IS THIS?
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Why are you such a good friend?
I dunno... I never thought you thought I was a good friend. I just like helping people.. or try.. I never had bad intentions.
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Are you clingy?
Not really. I have my moments where I want to be closer. But if someone wants their space i'm fine with that. Why?
Monday, March 15, 2010
Do you feel alone?
Not as much I used to feel. I've been talking and hanging with more people and plus I have Matt who makes me feel good. :D
Thursday, March 11, 2010
If you had to do one specific thing each day at seven forty, what would you choose?
Drink or Eat or exercise. Something like that.
Why do u nd ur little friends have to ruin my life?
How are we ruining your life? Which friends? and who are you?
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Who is the most attractive person of your gender that comes to mind? This individual can be famous or otherwise.
hmmm... I don't exactly have one. There are bits and parts of others that I admire. But none I find the most attractive at the moment. I think it's cause I've not been paying attention lately.
Monday, March 8, 2010
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Who would win in a fight? Zombies or Robots?
I know all of you instantly have it poped into your head of who will win this glory fight.
So I will in close a poll to see which of my lovely viewers want to win more. Zombies or Robots.
If most of you know me they would automatically know I would chose Zombies.
but on the contrary. We have to look at the facts too see who would win.
Pros of a Zombie
- Cant feel pain
- very flexible
- attack easily
- cant breathe
- scares people
- Cant speak
- walks slowly
- easy to blow up
- dead or undead
- Made of metal
- usually smart
- usually has guns or indestructible
- Scares people
- not flexible
- can malfunction
- cant get to some places
- if falls cant get up
So these simple facts here show that both have pros and cons...
Now let's decided who will fight!!
*unf unf ?ARGGSAD*
*beeep boop beep boop*
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
formspring.me
given the chance. Would you ever fuck Hitler if he were alive, and had a big penis?
LOL Yes I would because then I could say I fucked Hitler and all his mighty glory. Plus it's Hitler. so it'd be hott and Jew free. :P
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If we could perform any activity when I visit ... What would you like to do?
No Idea. But something amazing and fun and exciting.
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So you lyin bout bein single now or you jus not wanna hookup??
I hadn't changed my profile in a while. I have been dating Matt for over a month now.
formspring.me
you an i need 2 hookup since yer single, i kno yer single... it says ot on yer myspace like twelve times. ;)
It said it like once. And I FIXED IT. Cause I am taken by Matt Ehni. GET OT
formspring.me
but i love to flirtand i am very sexual.Yes, I am Single Kinda like it Kinda hate it.What I look for in a MaleHas to make me.. Laugh..
I AM TAKEN!
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Yer myspace says yer single... this says you like sex... lets hook up!
I am not Single. I am very taken. I never knew it said single I thought I changed it. But I'd still like to be friends?
Monday, March 1, 2010
formspring.me
Would you rather be a zombie or a mummy?
That is the stupidest question EVER. If anyone knew me they know what I'd say. Zombie.
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What do you find is the most important and powerful of all emotions? Try not to use merely "love"; expand upon it.
I think laughter and happiness is the most powerful of emotions. I think Love is something that is a stronger feeling of being happy but I don't consider it as powerful. People under estimate the power of happiness and laughter that they cant see that it is so easy to get someone else to do it. Unless you are absolutely depressed or something.
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What would yu do if I punched yu in the face right now?
I would be very stunned and ask why you punched me. I'd rather not want to go and punch you back. Why would you want to punch me?

